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I know people don't look t my blog but I really don't give a flying fuck. It's a place where I can vent and no one can tell me to shut up.

So I know I updated yesterday, but oh well. I've recently done some big favours for a few friends and I don't think they understand that I could have said no to them, but I didn't because I care about them too much. It's as simple as that. I do a lot of things for people, and more often than not, I get naff all back from them. I do it, cos that's the kind of person I am, I'm here to help my friends, but when I don't get one ounce of appreciation, that's when I get in a pissy mood with that person. People who know me well will know this. But really, I do massive favours and get fuck all back.

I know, if I was a friend I shouldn't care about not getting anything back, but I do. Because it's my time and my effort which I waste for you.

So Please.

Life Recently

Hi Guys!

I've sort of stopped using this site, and I more often use tumblr. if you want my blog on there its http://www.tumblr.com/blog/beautifullyhorrible

I would say life's been crazy recently, but it really hasn't. My mum threatened to kick me out the house last night, which is always reassuring. I've recently felt like I'm finally getting back with all my friends from school, bearing in mind it's taken over a year now. (yes, I have been working a year!)

That's one positive.

I also took my driving theory test last week and failed by one fucking point. I felt so angry. My driving instructor thought it was funny...

I have also set myself a few goals to aim for in the next few months...

put on a little bit of weight
use that weight to tone up and make myself curvier
pass my driving test
let my hair grow
get tanned
save money

hopefully I'll manage this if I'm motivated enough. I also went for a run last night for the first time in a week. I'm going to start running every other night to get fit, not thin, fit and healthy.

Yes Mate.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Sorry I haven't been blogging, I'm pretty sure you wouldn't give a shit anyway! But HEY! I'M BACK.

So Happy New Year guys! 2012..ah....A new year, a new you, a new life. HA! fuck off with all that shit. Why do people even say that? You always say that then end up staying the same miserable cunt for another year! Get a grip please.

Fancy some updates from the 25th November onwards? No? Well you're getting them anyway.

1. In December a large amount of my friends turned 18, which now means I have people to go out with!
2. I experienced my first proper Work Christmas Do. It was pretty wild I must say, no one remembers much. Plenty of alcohol was consumed and not enough pictures were taken. Daymn!
3. I FINALLY LOST MY VIRGINITY. Yes, It's true! It was Awesome. But now I've done it once, I just can't fucking stop. Always horny, so bad...
4. Me and Danielle are going to London in 22 Days! YAY.
5. I had sex in a car.
6. I decided to spend New Years Eve on my own, with a chinese and Harry Potter.
7. I had sex.
8. I found out yesterday that I'm getting a car! NO MORE PUBLIC TRANSPORT TO WORK! Obviously all I need to do now is past my tests...

So not a lot has happened, Just occasional interesting things, but guess what? I did have sex!

Nice talking to ya'll!

hey!

so basically, it's been ages since I last blogged because I've been so busy!

I recently turned 18...yay! now im legal to do the stuff i was already doing -.-

I have also recently been to London, last weekend, for my mums big birthday (50) she had a really great time and got too drunk, bless her :')

nothing exciting has e=been happening, so im sorry for been shit. yay!

ciao!

Rant time.

so basically today i feel pretty crap because of a few things..

1.mainly because my bank is been a right dick, and gave me an overdraft, when i shouldn't be able to get overdrawn because i'm on an under 19's account. blurgh blurgh blurgh, so theres a chance i'll have to pay like £30 for going over drawn by £11. how stupid is that?!
2.I'm poor. i hardly get any shifts at work, i get paid £4.35 an hour, and i get a four hour shift a week. so i'm trying to survive on £16 a week, it sucks.
3. i'm single. still. after 17 years and i've never been in a relationship, its getting a little annoying. someone accused me of the fact that because i haven't been in a relationship before, that i don't know what its like to like someone so much it hurts, which is actual bullshit. what a dick. of course i do, who hasn't?
4. i hate winter.
5. i hate my body. i'm going to the gym at least 3 times a week, and all that seems to be happening is me loosing weight, which i dont want to do, i want to gain weight and body shape. blurghhhh. not good. i want a bikini body. and boobs. i have small boobs, and want bigger ones if thats at all possible, which i doubt it is haha.

anyway. thats a minor rant for today.

byeeeee!

Maroon 5

so its the half term holidays, which i havent even had 5 minutes to myself yet! CRAZZZEEE.
but this week i went to see MAROON 5 with a couple of mates, which they bought me a ticket to for my 17th birthday :')
we went to manchester for the day and stayed at my mates dads house who lives near manchester so we didn't have to pay for a hotel thank god! haha

so we got to the 02 academy in manchester at 4.30 and sat outside until the doors opened. we were like 35th in the queue and were right at the front until these bitches pushed infront of us. dickheaaaaads.

but we were so so so close to adam levine. the hottest man alive!






THAT IS HOW CLOSE WE WERE! *dies*

plus, we met them after the show, and had photos with them all except james valentine and adam, because they're gay.

but it was the most amazing 2 days i've ever had.

i love you guys.

(photos copy right of me, Hannah Francis)

Boreeeeeeeeeeeeeed.

Today i spent all day at home. mainly because it snowed. thats how shit sheffield is. snow in feb. disgrace.
so i decided to take some photos of my new jumpsuit i bought the other day :D



i never really liked jumpsuits, but i love the pattern on this one, and it was from primark only £5 instead of £13 bargin xD