so basically today i feel pretty crap because of a few things..
1.mainly because my bank is been a right dick, and gave me an overdraft, when i shouldn't be able to get overdrawn because i'm on an under 19's account. blurgh blurgh blurgh, so theres a chance i'll have to pay like £30 for going over drawn by £11. how stupid is that?!
2.I'm poor. i hardly get any shifts at work, i get paid £4.35 an hour, and i get a four hour shift a week. so i'm trying to survive on £16 a week, it sucks.
3. i'm single. still. after 17 years and i've never been in a relationship, its getting a little annoying. someone accused me of the fact that because i haven't been in a relationship before, that i don't know what its like to like someone so much it hurts, which is actual bullshit. what a dick. of course i do, who hasn't?
4. i hate winter.
5. i hate my body. i'm going to the gym at least 3 times a week, and all that seems to be happening is me loosing weight, which i dont want to do, i want to gain weight and body shape. blurghhhh. not good. i want a bikini body. and boobs. i have small boobs, and want bigger ones if thats at all possible, which i doubt it is haha.
anyway. thats a minor rant for today.
byeeeee!
